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Monday, January 29, 2007
boohoo.
dont know why,
but just suddenly feel like blogging.
maybe because i feel disappointed that i didnt get to see what i wana see
didnt manage to give what i want to give
didnt manage to say what i wana say.
for the very first time,
i didnt get to do these things.
haii.ok la.its all my fault.
shouldnt be lazy,
should wake up earlier.
should.
aiya.many things
ok.dont feel like elaborating on them
but yeah.am disappointed and sad la huh.
i guess if im younger,
i will...
CRY.
but ok.if i were to cry now,
its dumb,its silly,its childish.
so c'mon,
i can do it.woohooo.
its just a nobody.
nobody.
ok,thats the way to console and deceive myself.
snap out of it,oaenenj.

NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO LIKE HIM.
call me possessive.


*im holding on to a letter that will never be reached to its owner*
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
1/29/2007 10:17:00 PM


Thursday, January 18, 2007





















dear limleeshyuan,
you ought to be honored too!
for you are also the reason for the opening of the blog luh huh.
dont say i leave u out,
and be jealous.LOL

jkjk,shant anger you on ur big day luh huh!
you ought to be treated like GOD
on ur big day.
dua pai.LOL.

ok.actually nth much to post here luh huh.
i've told u everything that i want to.
u should know how much i treasure u too.
and everything.
if im saying them again,
u are going to say that im mushy again.
and you better treasure me back.LOL.
and oh yes,
i really hope you like the presents leah.
though im really disappointed slightly la.
in myself.
okok.but yea.ni kai xing jiu hao.
ok,
partner stuck for life,
you know,
you cant leave me liao,
cause,
u are stuck with me,
and u are now,
one that is super duber impt to me.
like best friend.
if u are going to abandon me,
i dont know how mann.
but i doubt u wil luh.
cause u love me.
yes u do.
stop being kou shi xin fei.=D
ok la.shant rant nonsense on and on here.
three words sums it all.
I LOVE YOU.
thats how simple it is.
and oh yes,
three more.
I TREASURE YOU.
thats how much u meant to me.
so yeap.
OLD WITCH,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY.

*it must really count on,our friendship, i tell you.
dont u dare to break it.
and sorry for my pmses this day.
forgive me k.=(
i wont give u fuck face anymore!
but when i give u happy and ugly and disgusting and irritating faces,
u scold me too!
so what u want?
i know what u will say!
a NORMAL face! but u know,
i cant.LOL.
ok la.CRAP.

ok!
goodnight.
ending of the post with,
zhu ni sheng ri kuai ler.
mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs;

loves,
ur irritating baby.

*and i realise, i blog like a kid.the way i type.yucks.
next time,i shall use proper english already.
and type in a more adult way.
anw,simin,
u&i,we prove the statment "birds of a feather flock together"
so hi,bird 1.
i love you too!*
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
1/18/2007 11:50:00 PM


Wednesday, January 17, 2007























ok.sandy,
be glad ok.
for the sake of you.
im reopening this blog.
so that i can post for YOU.
and yes,JUST YOU.

hmm.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DARLING.
finally,you are 18.=)
well,looking back,
we had walked through around 6 years of friendship?
*i only started counting from p6,when we got close.
is that so?
well, we have went through many things,
and im glad u hadnt gave up on me.
but u know,
you can no longer abandon me?
cause.
im stuck to you,
for life.
and i meant it.
this friendship will continue to grow strong.
although,
we dont meet that often,
chat that often,
msg that often.
but,
im still here for you by all means.
and u have never been forgotten.
cause ur footprints have already made a mark in my life.
and this footprints can never be replaced or erased.
sandy,
i really cant proclaim how much iloveyou,
or explain howmuch.
but its just alot.really.
alot.
many times, i cannot imagine whats life without you.
whats friendship without you.
whats everything without you.
u make my life.
u form part of my life.
you participate in my life.
u are my life.
sandy,
i know i will def get to celebrate the numerous years
of your coming birthdays,
till ur hair grows all white and ugly,
and our kids grow old,
and might marry each other?
till,you left and enjoying urself in heaven
or the other way round,
i will never leave ur life,
unless,
you kick me out.
which i doubt u will luh huh.LOL

u know what.
today i suddenly remember,
last time,
we msg so much that,
my mother suspect that we are lesbians,
cause,the amount of msges we msg to each other is like mad!
that my bill exceeded.
and thus,she thought we were couple!
LOL.that was super funny.
and that spells how close we were.LOL.
so hi,my boyfriend.=)

haha.anyway,
hope that u are enjoying urself in ijc.
and that,
everything will go smoothly for ur 0s result.
be strong and stay strong.
iloveyouforwhoyouare,andeverything.
u know,
i meant everything one luh deh.

so heres my post for you,
sandyLIMXUELI.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOYOU.
mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs;

ur beloved,
friend of 7years nd still counting on.
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
1/17/2007 10:59:00 PM

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