hmm,
was actually feeling very sad
till i need to blog,
but yea,found relief from someone else,
and thus the anger is no longer there.
thus,i shall end this post now.

#im utterly disappointed in u.

goodnight.
im alright already.

PS:HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE.
u know what,
nerds so rock.i agree.
cause,u&i rawk.LOL.
i love u bernice.
happy birthday. 12/29/2006 03:50:00 AM

okays,
anyway had bbq with erm my lao peng you.
sandy,shuix,yan,mag.
suppose to have ting,edwin.
but due to the rain,
they didnt turn up.
its ok.we had fun!
gathering with them was awesome.
we did some catching up yea?
i really missed them.

well, yesterday had bbq with 3e2/4e2.
quite fun catching up though.
gossipings were GREAT!

then went to meet yan for midnight sales at bugis?
then went to chitchat at cathy.
hmm.then quarreled with my mum.
and that explains why im at home blogging on xmas eve now.
actually felt really sad for having to stay at home lar.
but haii.its ok.
i wonder when will i be grounded till.
sorry bernice.
i promised to go to ur church service on monday.
but seems like i cant make it anymore.
moreover,when my mum knew i was going to a CHURCH,
she was even more angered.
so i guess people,
dont bother asking me to church anymore,
cause thats not a place i can go?
or allowed to go.
i know that religious things we have the right to choose what to follow.
so i guess,im going to stay on.
im not very faithful or devoted to my religion now.
but i had never have the thought of switching before.
i like it the way it is.
but i really wana go and watch you perform in the choir.
sorry.
maybe u can video it for me.
im sorry to have promised you,
and to let you down now.
sorry for the disappointment i gave.

oh well.
merry xmas to all of you.
i will spend xmas with me,myself and I,
in this house,
with my lappy, and my dog.
what a life.
enjoy! 12/24/2006 07:29:00 PM

yesterday,
i went to my cousin's wedding dinner.
you can call me a crybaby,
because,
when they were walking out of the room,
hand in hand,
in their gown and suit,
with the romantic music and lighting,
i cant help it but to feel touched.
the scene was really romantic,
and i can see through the eyes of the couple,
they were really happy,
i see xing fu in their eyes.
so i teared.
teared because i was touched,
and definitely because i was jealous.
at that moment,
i wish to get married.
well,the bride was very very very pretty.
the groom was very very handsome.
but all i can say is that people who gets married in their outfit,
who arent pretty?
yeap.but to inform you people,
im not close to them at all.
i go along because my mother told me to.
and i cried?
how ridiculous?hahaha.
but yea,the groom was so handsome and fortunate and happy,
that i couldnt resist
but to offer him a hug.
the wife did stared at me though.
and the groom was definitely shock.
cause,
we are not close.LOL.
but after introducing myself as his cousin,
the wife smiled.
i guess she was jealous when i hug him,yea?
hahaha.
but from the bottom of my heart,
i wish you both happiness,
and may that last forever!

talking about marriage,
its such a grand thing during the course of marriage,
but people can actually divorce so easily
at the later part of the marriage.
its so not trustworthy.
does happiness only last for a period of time?
does couples really get sick of their partner soon after their marriage?
if this is so,why get married?
i do wana get married,but i do dont wna get married.
the feeling is far too insecure.
yeap.but i believe there are faithful men around,
who will treasure their wife,
and make the marriage last till they become old.
but still walking hand in hand,
in the park.

okays,
that all folks.
the wedding was a success.
i had fun.
and i almost died of eating too much?
congratulations.
although you both cant read this.
but its just my sincerity to the both of you.

-laine,is this big enough for ur tiny eyes?-

bye.

*wish,such happiness wld fall on me.yes,on me.*
12/18/2006 02:52:00 PM

now,
my ass hurts,
my stomach hurts.
everything hurts.
no food intake.
no water intake.
there is only output.

FCUK FOOD POISONING.

i hate zhen fa!

somebody,kill me.
it will be very much appreciated.

SEAFOOD SUCKS.

`GONE. 12/05/2006 06:41:00 PM

okays, im blogging.
cant believe it myself.
hmm i have had an exciting weekend this week!
hmm,but its gna be tiring,and it means that i have no time to study
for the whole of this week.yeap.
but yeah.its definitely all worthwhile luh huh!

friday:
guess what?
I went to the ESCAPE THEME PARK
with cliquey triplets!WOOOAH.
fun fun and more fun!
whats all this crazy things that I do, without them?
whats sch,yong tau fu,ice deserts,laughing,kboxing,punching of stomach,
slapping their flappy arms,gossiping,complaining,making funny faces,
dumb comments,have exciting plans for the hols,running,keeping fit,
having goals,aiya simply every single thing in life,
without them.
you guys are my motivation for school man.
anw we went to escape and i played haunted mansion!
hell ya.im sucha timid ass.
screamed and ran my way through.
grabbed ls's hand tightly,
and she led the way.MY BRAVE WOMAN.
but shes scared of viking.LOL.
so we are brave in our ways.
btyz tried those scary rides as well,
although shes scared.
a pity bernice left of early.
but nonetheless,all presence were greatly appreciated.
had everything ROAR-ed out of me.=)
thanks for always always granting me the fun,
without fail.
I lovve cliquey triplets.

sat:
yt's pre-birthday celebration.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON!
haha.as usual i was late.
so they went ahead to eat at seoul garden first.
well,i went in as normal.
but i hadnt pay.
so i ate and ate and ate,
but nobody realise my sudden appearance in the shop.
in the end,i had a free meal.

tml:
going to tan with sl and mag darlings!
yay!im so looking forward to it!
after that,going expo's IT fair!
then gona meet up with sx and xy,
for our marina south's steamboat GATHERING!
its gona be happening.
its gna be a great catch up.
its gna be fun.
im so so so looking forward to it!

then it will marks the end of the weekend.
and a new start of the week.
as you know,i wont be blogging much.
yeap.tml is my last day of going out.
how sad.
cause exams coming in two weeks time.
all energy and time shall be directed to studying.
and after that,its HOLIDAYS.=)
woohoo.but yea.exams first.=(
i hope and will try to study hard and do well.
suddenly all this tests stuff mean so much to me.

just now,i went to do my POM online-test.
scored badly.
and it just struck me so much.
in the past,
the marks wouldnt matter especially if its just a online test,
as it has little percentage over everything.
but now,even such tiny winy percentage,
meant SO much to me.
it does makes a lot of difference.
moreover,everyone scored so well.
like 18/20? 19?
sigh.
but one ting that made me happy was that,
in the past, such online test would definitely includes cheating.
but well,this time,i did it all by myself!
heard that?
ALL BY MYSELF.
so yeah.quite proud of it.=)

*please do not feel guilty ok? its carelessness on my part.
sorry to vent my unhappiness on you*

woots.so now, it marks off sleeping time.=)
or i will oversleep again!

things to do after exam!
-a entry for sl
-do the quiz that wq had in her blog and assigned me to do?
-do the quiz that esther had in her blog too.
-send an email to charity cause i miss her!
-many many things.
but i guess,
this are the priorities for now.=)

so thats all!
goodnight my babies.
mwaaaaaaaaah;

*iif im allowed to have a wishh* 12/03/2006 02:02:00 AM

somehow,mary LOST the lamb,
LOST,it is,
in a world of only STRANGERS,
as ITS world HAD only
been filled with
no one else,
but,MARY.


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