Wednesday, October 25, 2006
*BANGBANGBANG*
ANNOUNCING THE BEST NEWS ON EARTH.
hereby i announce,
CHIEN LAN&CHIEN CHIH,
happy birthday!
thanks for the everlasting friendship that you guys showed me.
been friends for 11years?
and dont forget,its still counting on.
im really touched by you guys replies to my sms.
am touched.
thanks for that assurance in the friendship.
all i wana say,has already been said to you all.
we must must meet up soon ok?
promise kays?
simply,
what else can sum up all that i wana say other than the three words?
I LOVE YOU,
my dear friends.
may this friendship counts on till we gets old & weary.
and so sorry for this rather short post.
didnt wana use the com,
but decided to come online,
to dedicate this post to the both of my dear ones.
for this shows how much you both meant to me.
mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs;*and i will send an email to you all soon on what i wana say ok? sorry ok? cause this days i seem to detest blogger alot.i really just wana get of blogger ASAP.HAHAHAHHA.forgive me.cc,must show cl this post ok?!thanks.*gnight people.
goodnight world.
will update soon ok.
not really in the mood of using computer.
nor blogging.
sorry.
and last of you,
my friends out there,
you do know i love you all yea?
and ALL THE LUCKS to SL,
for her upcoming 0levels.
jiayou baobei.
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/25/2006 12:57:00 AM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
boos.
actually i didnt want to blog today,
but its my darling's bday today.
so for her,making such a small sacrifice
to go against my wish is def worth it yea?
and also for the fact that i hope when shes online tml,
she will be able to see it immd.
though i will not be at home tml,till late night,
and i cant chat with ya if you are online,
but i believe you can feel my soul just right there
for you yea?yeap.
yeap,so this is how we goes;#esther;)firstly i wna wish ya,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY.
its exactly 12am now,21st oct.so i'll be the first to wish u a happy birthday,from singapore,on the internet,for you.and im glad and honoured to be one,of course.=D.anyways i hope that ya will get your wishes granted,and troubles shoo-ed off your heart?and of course,i know you had your best bday wish already right?which is to come back to Singapore,to see me,your dear me.woots.*shy*okays,secondly,i wana say that im really touched by your email.really.i wana say,thank you,for allowing me to be one,who shares your woes,sorrow and of course joy.and also,for allowing me to be the reason for the joy you had in ur life.i just wana say that,you,indeed have been one too.for you,i love to be online.for you,i learn to be patient.for you,i learn that despite the distant,friendstips too can be keep in touch.and not severed.i love you truly,and i promise im def not reciprocrating here.no worries ok.true heartfelt words.andd,i shant elaborate further here.will send you a personal email tml alrights?in short,im glad i celebrated or pass by one year of your bday with you.though im not physically with you,my heart is.we will post celebrate alrights?as for your gift,i decided to hand it to you personally,together with my hug,for you.=)do inform me on your flight ok,i def do wana fetch you,though i expect that there ought to be loads of crying that will be going on at that moment.heh.but i dont care ok.i wana see you the moment you LAND,and thats it.ok,thats all for now!ESTHER,I LOVE YOU AND OF COURSE YOU LOVE ME BACK.shengrikuailer darling.happybirthday.mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs;)thats all for now.btw,i had a GREATGREAT time with my darlg today,shopping shopping and more shopping.thats what shopping mates do yea?haha.all i could say is that,xy ah!you really spend alot!and luckily we manage to fulfill our wish,which is to bring many shopping bags home.i fulfilled that wish,and of course you too.but please,will you stop fighting over with me for SOGGY FRIES??*sorry,inside joke.*ok then,goodnights.thanks for the lovely kuma that you gave me as a present.i sure do love ya,and you sure do know that.#everlasting,we shows.heh.nights darlg,we had a tiring day yea?goodnight everyone.
*i hate my timetable.i hate my cds.*
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/21/2006 12:06:00 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
ahh!! this xy is forcing me.
to produce a POST for her before the clock strikes 12.30.
so thats what i got,
for wanting to write her a post?
LOL.okok.im just kidding!=D/
ok.so here it starts:#hmm,dearie,i just wana say,thanks.thanks for every single thing that you have done for me.im so glad that things did not get sour when problems occur.instead,our friendship grows stronger!we passed the tests given,we talk things out,instead of leaving the problem uncleared and unsolved.when facing you,i have no difficulties in expressing my views.an expression from me unleash everything that i want to say,and u'll gladly understand.and im very thankful for that.to have such a soul confidant that understands me so well,who loves me so much too,=x.HAHAH.but i hope you will understand what im trying to say here.simply,it means that,i LOVE you.and its really alot alot alot.and im thankful that,despite the fact that we are in different schools now,we didnt drift apart,we still update each other,still go on dates.although we do not meet up as frequently as compared to thevery very very last time,but we know ourself,for sure that,we have always been in each others heart.even without having to go out etc,we know that we have never been forgotten.as we have already left a mark in each others heart.we have been close friends since primary five,to look back now,time flies real fast,we have already been friends for....7years?and its still counting on...and it will continue to count,till we cant count any longer;Dmay our friendship always stay on like this forever.may our friendships grow stronger as usual,may we last till our hair have gone all white,breasts have gone all saggy,but yet we will still be by each other's side,till we leave this world to another island of happiness.im really proud to announce to the world,that im blessed,to have a friend like you,in my life.xiaoyan,ILOVEYOU..and for a very fact,you LOVE me too.bestfriends that can prove everlasting alrights?mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahss;#as promised.
i've done my part=D.
*bliss started when you started to come into my life*
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/18/2006 11:59:00 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
xy,
im suppose to dedicate a post to you right?
i shall do it tml ok? promise.
nights.
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/17/2006 02:50:00 AM
okaysokays.
seems like i really should update yar?
lol.actually i have always been online.
just that im really lazy to type.
sorry people!
ok shant get back to blogging mood.
hmm.but theres really nth much going on these days,
thus i dont see a need to blog yea?
okok.
to update my friends who hasnt been see-ing me from days!
9/10/2006:
tanning trip with cliquey triplets!
10/10/2006:
home.hives.
11/10/2006:
home! then sandy came to my house for food! mummy cooked good food!
i love wednesday!
12/10/2006:
home! hives!
13/10/2006:
went out.then at night,hives.
ps: i think hives is my best friend.they love to visit me!
14/10/2006:
work.
15/10/2006:
last day of work!='(.sad but yet happy!LOL. after work,went to have dinner with efren!
happy belated birthday efren! i missed catching up with you!thanks for walking me home,btw!=D.
today:
home.
ok! thats what i have been doing.
if you are thinking why im always home,
thats because im stuck at home watching vcd!=D
hahhaa.yeap.
and nobody asks me out? so i rot at home lor.
vcds are damn good companion.
meanwhile,waiting for ls's goong.YAY!
anw,
read a email from a sweet lil friend.
hmm.
yeah,thats right,
whats all those without you man?
whats looking forward to school's reopening,
if you two arent there for me?
happiness can never be written on my face without
the existence of you two.
for once,
i felt loved.
even though u cant really express yourself well,
but well,
all i could say is that,
all that is enough to make us feel the importance of my existence in ur life.
i felt really touched.
the perserverance of me of having one-sided love for you,
has been rewarded.
now,as usual,
i shall
ANNOUNCE MY LOVE FOR YOU!
LS,WO AI NI.=D.
i have already tried my best.
i announce my love for you everywhere.=D
LOL.
thanks sweet lil one!=)
and of course,
i love you too,ber!!! without you,
cliquey triplets will be incomplete.=D.
yeap so thats all.
now,i have updated,
are you guys happy now??!lol.
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/17/2006 01:34:00 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i change blogskin once again!
lol.for those who knows about MARY.LOL
you all should know why i chooses this blogskin,yea?
lol.
ok will update real soon kays?
im tired.
nights.
gn,iloveyoumyfriends.
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/11/2006 03:35:00 AM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
oh fcuked.
i dont know what had happen at all.
what ended up us in this state.
i dont like this feeling.
stop all this,can we?
actually im rather sad when i read that
u actually thought that i have found someone more significant.
you really think so?
you really think i would?
im not sad,but just disappointed.
for all that i've done,im just someone who will move away afterall.
the trust you had in me was so mild.
im so sorry.
i dont know what exactly have i did.
ok to tell the truth,
i seriously felt taken for granted.
too many a times,you have shown many many others to be more important than me
that you actually will miss me out.
i used to persist in my stand that,you wont.
but sudd i just cant help it but to have that feeling now baa.
i guess im just too sensitive?
but yea.
i hadnt move on actually.
maybe im just a lil tired of having
to walk there.
to be right there beside you.
will you walk to me this time round?haii.
now,i feel that i have done something wrong.had i?
now im feeling the same feeling like you,
i feel like,
i will lose you.
now,this may be a test from god
of how strong our friendship is?
i sincerely hope,
we,together,will pass the test.
no matter what,
i stil love you,and it has never change.
never.
#im feeling damn sucky now.damn.
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/08/2006 01:35:00 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
ok,gathering with cliquey triplets on monday.
was suppose to go beach,
but i guess factors turn us off.
yeap,finally a meeting after their imf yea?
hmm.went town,agn.
walked from ps,
ate carl's junior?
and i guess i was an hour plus late.yeap.
sorry peeps.
yeap.then head down to orchard to shop.
saw many nice clothes!DEAD.
and this damn nice hairband at forever 21?
which cost like $11???????
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.broke.
then...went to dfs to look for daphne.loll.
you slimmed down.really.=D
hmm.woots.finally brought ber to the mango ice shop
with us,woohoo.the ice rocks.=D.
then walked around.
played arcade.
screamscreamscream.LOL.
and having leg cramps after playing some dumb shooting game.
ls,you are a PRO.
must be you have that machine at home.
can jian fei!
yeap.thats all...chatted alot,catching up loads.
all in all,i had a fun day.
this ls still say me and ber mad,when we are like
thanking her for the great day spent.
forever so unappreciative.sigh..
#that twinny winny weird feeling-jealous,
in you,made me felt....
hmm.that you cared.
at least at that moment,i felt appreciated.
you made me a happy girl today.
forgive me for not putting down the phone,
cause i just LOVE you so.#
yeap.then today,
did nothing.rotted at home.
was suppose to go for a swim?
but it was gona rain,
so plans off.yeap.
*now,i really donte know what to do.
to take the risk or not?
the more we think,
the more bad factors it appears.
should i just heck care and nt think anymore?
hesitation.*
okaes,goodnites.
#sorry for the distant feeling,
my girl.
that feeling sucks,
i know it.
i dont care whether its pmsing or not,
im just guilty for that feeling i gave you,
even if it was a feeling out of pmsing.
sorry baby.
i will do whatever thing to pull us nearer.
istillloveyou,andofcourseyoutoo.#
*dontetakemeforgranted,donteleavemeoutinyoureyes,inyourheart.*
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/04/2006 02:09:00 AM
Monday, October 02, 2006
i think i ought to change d way i blog.
hmm,but who cares now.
this is my BLOG.ok mine.
shoo off if you dont belong here.fkcude.
haii.pms-ing illness is acting up again.
or maybe sick people tend to be easily irritated.?
hmm.but more and more of pms-ingness is on me.
althou i donte show,but i feel really v frusfrated everytym.
and its building up within me.
it will reach the ultimate soon.
hmm,who will be the lucky one to hit the ultimate?we will watch on.
ok,was working on sat.
utterly boring.
it feels just like a monday to me?
no customers.rotted the way through.
kc was the lifeguard.i suffered.
rain and rain.
then there was this group of blonde kids.
damn cute.
they were like disturbing sx,
saying that she was a smellyboy.
and she had to leave the mess to me,uhh?thanks hor.
so i had to get rid of them.
was feeling unwell at that time.
but well,they cheered and perk me up a lil?
had fun playing "catching".HAHA.
oh its the girl's bday today i think?
well happy bday.she said shes gona hav a party at km8?
hope it turns out well.
so i didnt turn up for work today.
having fever in the morn yar?
8ph is gone luhh.it can never be make up.
anyways,nano here YOU come to ME.woots.
thanks to xy for ten bucks.
sx for twenty bucks.
and aunty's.=D.
thanks for making my wish come TRUE.
hmm,not that i dun wana be sociable.
i just dont wana get so attached to them.
or,history will repeat itself.
well,i will just put myself in the shoes of just going for work,
and nothing else.
riny,sharon,kitchen,YOU,kunda,junwei.
will just be my companies.
and that will be sufficient for me to work.
i need no more others.
lol,its weird not to mix with the others for a htm student isnt it?
i think i did well,by building up a wall yar?
you will have fun with them k.
hmm.two more weeks and it will marks the end of km8,
once agn.i shld be happy arent i?
okays,going out tml.
and it marks a new week.wow.
-emo YOU.
haii.cheer up luh.
you are only like 17?
it arent anywhere near the end of the world yea?
the things will get better,
more others will pass through in your life.
its on a matter of whether you want to move on.
and set your eyes on others.
and not kept yourself in the miserable self.
you have friends yea.
they are enough to motivates.
and singles rocks luh.
no matter what,your brother ME is here luh.=D.
-xy.
oui.
imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.
imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.
imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.
imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.
imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.
imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.
imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.imu.
ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.
ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.
ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.
ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.
ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.
ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.
ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.ilu.
you rocks my world.friday ons?
i wish it stays like this.
forever and ever.
till we get old.
till we fade away from earth.
till you hold onto my hands and watch me leave this world,
with tears in your eyes,
with smiles on my face.
-girl.
hey sorry.
im always unable to accept your dates.
sorry.
cheer up ok?
ilu2.
-sl,
goodluck for your results.JIAYOU.
CLIQUE5 OUI.I LOVE THE CLIQUE5!
imu2.
-mag,
i missed you.
not that im sweet,
but that i just cherished you.
although you might be older than me,
but it just feels like you are my sister too.
i love you nd always do.
and you dont get diabetes so easily.LOL.
just pray that ants dont crawl up on you when you are asleep?
MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHS.
-to the exstaff.
imissyou all.
the times where we walk out together after work.
where we chat at anywhere and everywhere.
where we get good drinks without even having to be afraid of bringing up the thoughts.
where YOU all MOTIVATES me to go to work.
and SHOUTING HI,IM BACK.
without you all WELCOMING ME HOME,
when i visit you all there.
where we hav dinner after work,
gossiping at work.
every lil things.
without having to owe vernon HIS BURGER.
HAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
i miss you all luh,if time can turn back.
so efren,next sun ok.
promised!
this is my motivation NEXT WEEK.
for the normal dread to work.YIPPEEEE.
thats all.nytes everyone.bless me with a good day tml.=D
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/02/2006 12:55:00 AM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
will you come in soon?
or will i get it soon?
or it hasnt even reach?
i donte know.
life is all about waiting isnt it?
waiting to graduate.
waiting to eat.
waiting for money to come in.
waiting for hols.
waiting for shows to start.
waiting to sleep.
waiting for THAT someone.
waiting to get married.
waiting for its true love.
waiting to be loved.
waiting for kids for grow up.
waiting to have grandchildren.
waiting to see them getting married.
waiting for them to be happy.
waiting for death.
its all about waiting.
oswhoglnoroemstumiatiw?intodnokw.onadie.
waitwaitwait.
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
10/01/2006 01:53:00 AM
