woots.finally a new blogskin out of many years.?
LOL.anw,when i woke up today,
thoughts suddenly rushed through my head.
hmm.quite sad though.
i wonder.
i always feel that i really put in alot of effort
in friendships.
i feel that,i really cherished them
from the bottom of my heart.
really.
i always feel that im the only putting in effort.
im the only one contributing.
but i always feel that im always feeling hurt.
feeling lonely.
does this mean that my friends had not
given me a sense of security?
or that i dont feel treasured?
i dont know.
maybe.

its indeed that sometimes i dont feel treasured by my friends.
really.
but i know they do.
just that many of them do it in other ways.
or that they arent any that will show their affections.
or they arent good at it.
hmm.i dont blame them for that.
but at least show.
show that im important to you.
or you do really cherish me?
a simple sms to me would really mean alot to me already.
i dont know.

okok.stop getting all emo in here.LOL.
okaes.anyway yesterday went to tpy with ls
to support jiamin for superstar.
hmmm.ok well.she got out.
f*** the judges la.
they say her voice is good and so..
but her dressing and her being too tense..
caused her to didnt move much with the music.
but i didnt find any wrong in that.
i think she swayed a little..
and you seriously cant blame her for nervousness?
ALSO!dressing style can be changed what?!
sickening! haii.they are also many others that
their voice sucks.lousy dressing sense.
too tense.
they STILL got in.like wth.

haii.but its ok.its a lifetime experience.
she says she alright.
but i think shes not.
but i dont blame her.
its natural.
anyway.jiayou ok.
at least you know that there is nothing wrong in your voice.
and thats worth being happy?
LOLL.like as if she will see my post.LOL.
but yeah.wishes in my heart for you bah.=D

ok.thats all.bye.

*i wished to be cherished too,not by lovers,but by friends.*