Sunday, August 27, 2006
woohoo.
had a good long rest today.
all happy and energetic!
haven been blogging for like 3 days??
LOL.been really busy man.
dont blame me.=((
mugging.mugging.mugging.
what a pathetic life i have here.
thursday:
can you believe it?
i actually manage to go to the lib MYSELF.
although i overslept again.
but thank god,xy called me to check if i wake up already.
LOL.i went to study in the lib myself.
studied from 9am to 4pm.
ALL BY MYSELF!
wooohoo.
then xy and sl came to join me.=))
at first i still thought that it will be pathetic for me to study all alone.
like a loner.
i hate that at first.
i thought i would be able to make it.
but i did.
actually its nothing much to study alone.
in fact,i can focus more.much more.
LOL.but the thought of the fact that i studied myself irks me.
friday:
OB exam.
haii.it sucks.i swear.
wth.the paper aint hard at all.
but i lost like 14 marks.
the ten marks that i lost was dumb.
utterly dumb.
its such a simple question.
but its so simple that i couldnt think of that simple answer.
my brain thought that they wouldnt be so nice to give us free marks.
i didnt thought of that simple dumb answer.
im dumb.
so i wrote crap.and there goes my 10 marks.
GONE.
haii.but its ok.think i can pass the paper.
and thats enough.
ok maybe not.
cause i swear...i really study hard for them.
really.
"you reap what you sow"
this aint true at all.AINT!
ok..enough of something that i cant do anymore.
because its already over!
shall concentrate in my other subjects.
hmm.then i went to the lib to meet sl.
studied with her.
then xt came along.
made new frens there-sl's frens.
LOL.xt also became BEST friend with one of sl's fren!!LOL
dinner!
sl and i thought that we should study more.
so we went to JB mac to study!
its 24-hour.=D
hmm.then we finally couldnt concentrate anymore.
sl then started to try to play the games in my lappy.
LOL.and i got mad and crazy.
getting her on her nerves!
getting her all panicky and tensed.
she won more trophys than me in the teddy game.
i must beat her.LOLLLL.
we were really tired.
its 3am and we decided to go home.
she came my house to stay over,by the way.
hmm.we chatted though.
it was a great chat.
-sl darling.
im sorry darlg.
for the mistake that i made in the past.
for that feeling that i give you.jealousy.
that made you drift away from me.
somehow i felt that i lost you.
really.
but whats over cant be undone.
you have you new found best friend.
and im glad for you.
and no matter what...i know we are still close friends.
that fact will never change,am i right??
hope i am.really.
to me,this fact will never change.never.=D.
i love you darling.i really do.
-xt
its great catching up with you.
hmm.i realised that you have always been an impt fren to me.
and i really cannot lose you anymore.
like how i did in pri 6,
for whatever unknown foolish mistakes that i make.
im sorry my baby.
im utterly sorry.
but i got to tell you that.
im glad we patch up.
and that you had never left me.
please tell me next tiem when you are unhappy about me.
you are a fren that i dont wish to lose.
not anymore.
its painful,oh yes,it definitely is.
I LOVE YOU,AND I WILL ALWAYS DO.
saturday:
woohoo.damn tired throughout the days of studying already.
decided that i should just take a day off to rest.
so i did nothing today.
woke up at around 7pm???LOL
people dont scold me!
haha.but yeah...feeling all energetic now.
LOST IS A HAPPY GIRL.
but feeling a tinge of guiltness though.
didnt study at all today.
but.tml im back to being hardcore!
LOL.going to the lib at 830am.
studying till 9pm.=D
so i guess its alright to slack a day,yar?
-qian.
we are not entertaining your shit.
we are definitely willing to be there,just for you.
and why is this so?
thats definitely because we loved you.
you are our darling.
and thats because you accepted us into part of your life.
you made us your special one.
someone whom you thought of when you are sad.
and thats enough to make us feel so special.
so loved.
and thats all it matters.
we also know that for a fact..
you will definitely be there for us too.
in times of our need.
to lend us your listening ear too.
listening to our shit.
hearing us ranting all the way.
and thats enough.
thats all we needed.
isnt it so?am i wrong to say so?
i love you my dear friend out there.
remember,you are someone whom we look for in times of need.
thats all you need to do when we look for you.
to be there.to lend us your ears to absorb rubbish that we are gg to throw in.
LOVES!
a small lil hug from you,
thats all i need to be comforted.
a sweet lil smile from your face.
thats all i need to be happy too.
a sweet lil msg to say you love us.
thats all i need to know that im being loved,being existing.
a sweet lil space in your heart,just for us.
thats all i need for a place for me to be in.
ok its late already.i promised sl to sleep early today.
so i better go and sleep!
woohoo.hope tml will be a fruitful day.
it had to be!
*yesterday has already past,tml we shall create more memories.sweet sweet ones.*
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
8/27/2006 02:47:00 AM
