Sunday, July 23, 2006
*Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for*
affected.
stressed.
feeling rather emo now.
but fret not.
im alright.
nothing has happen to me.
just that all the friends around me are feeling sad.
and im indirectly affected by them bah.
really dont like the feeling to see my friends being upset.
you stress,she stress,they stress, I STRESS.
you sad,she sad,they sad, I SAD.
sobs.
please stay happy,
i would love to see all of your smiles.
hear all of your contagious laughter.
im really missing those of yours.
sigh.
is being sad the trend now?
why is everyone having problems.?
it feels like im having problems when you all are too.
although it has nothing to do with me,but i feel troubled too.
i really wished to help you all to solve the problems.
but sometimes,i doubt of my own ability.
im sorry to those whom i can only lend my listening ear too.
im sorry to those whom i cant help much.
im sorry to those whom my ability only allows me to be there for you.
this kind of helpless feeling SUCKS.
i swear i hate this feeling.
-a feeling of helplessness and uselessness
i dont like to see people unhappy.
i dont like to be unhappy.
therefore i always laugh.
laugh at everything and anything.
so please be happy.=((
but no matter what,remember
LOST* will always be here.despite the limited abilities i have,
despite how troubled i am already,
i will still be willing to hear your problems.
not that i think im great or that im a superwoman
who thinks that she is powerful or that she is someone who definitely can solve your problems.
but im just someone who wish to be there for my friends.
despite rain or shine.
not that i think im a great friend or what.
but to me.being there for my friends are really important.
so to my friends,please do share if you need someone ok?
*dont be lost without direction in lyf like me*
To SL:
heyy! i really hoped that i manage to help a lil.
hope that i did not screw things up.
and that you will not be sad anymore.
please have more faith in yourself.
never ever doubt the love we have for u,dear.
in our eyes.you have been great.
for all you know we loves you.
esp me.
you have walk through my journey of life for so long that i truly lost count.
every single incident in my life,you know it so thorough.
my family problems and others.
but you never failed to pull me out of the saddness.
like what i say,how can i make it through without u.
to lose you is to lose everything.
so please dont leave me
as i wished that our friendship will truly last.
I LOVE YOU,DARLING!
*u are definitely my pillar of strength too*
To Stoney:
please dont think that you sucks ok.
you seriously dont.
you really rawks at my world.
im sorry.
i couldnt help much.and i definitely understand that
currently the time has not ripe for you to tell me whats happening
so im sorry that i could only lend u my listening ear
dui bu qi:((
but im glad that i did bring you to smile.bringing you out from your saddness.
thanks for looking for me when you felt shitty.
appreciated it truly.
i wished i could be there,crying with you.
all the way,stoney!
follow your heart and you will have an answer.
*i promised i will be here*
To JM:
dont worry ok? everything will turn out fine.
relax and wait ok.
LOST* will turn everything back to normal!
for she rocks!
hope i made you feel better.
i uds what you are going through.
the stressness.
dont worry.
*all the way,JM*
To TY:
dont be disheartened ok?
i believe with effort, you will reap what you sow.
*i believe you can definitely break all barriers*
*i just called to say i love you.i just called to say how much i care*
*lost and not yet being found*
--#LOSTonceHAD MARY--
7/23/2006 07:41:00 PM
